“Romantic obsession is my first language. I live in a world of fantasies, infatuation and love poems. Sometimes I wonder if the yearning I’ve felt for others was more of a yearning for yearning itself. I’ve pined insatiably and repeatedly: for strangers, new lovers, unrequited flames. While the subjects changed, that feeling always remained. Perhaps, then, I have not been so infatuated with the people themselves, but with the act of longing.”
-Melissa Broder, from “Life without Longing,” The New York Times
I sit with my grief. I mother it. I hold its small, hot hand. I don’t say, shhh. I don’t say, it’s okay. I wait until it is done having feelings. Then we stand and we go wash the dishes.
– Callista Buchen, from Taking Care
Opposing thoughts.
I’m setting up a charitable sale at the moment, so be on the lookout for more info next week 👋 Hope you all are resting and taking care of yourselves.
“That night was nothing but getting to know how smooth your body is. The memory of it goes through me like brandy.”— Ted Hughes